Dearest Jesus, I remember I have been pressing on very hard for purification since 2012 for years on and even have forsaken all to follow you. I have forsaken 5 dolls that I have brought expensively, a baby pillow in which I had held on since birth that I loved so much and even my only best friend, for your sake, despite I rarely have friends, let alone a best friend. I have now forsaken all also, just to follow You Jesus, everything that I love, so that I can spend the most time in You, prioritizing You at the first place in my heart. All the trials were very painful.
It was very hard, Lord Jesus, but You know my every good works, despite I know I must depend on your righteous works at the cross to be saved and thank you for Your salvation. You alone and myself know how difficult it was the purging process from 2012 onwards, for I live in a generation that glorifies sins and normalize it. I went through a purification that was near impossible, but I still pressed on, just as for now, please give me the strength to continue to press on these coming days ahead also.